this feeling

this feeling of total loss
just wishin for it to end
all it does is build and build
please just help me find the way
to end this constant barrage of fright
why cant i just pick one
why does another get added every day
my heart kills me from the pain i cause
just for some sick reason not even i know
i hate this feeling of total loss
show me the way and take it away
ill do watever i must just open the doorway
           let the door open to show me the ryte way